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Eschaton (All Smiles)
02:51
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haunt people like poltergeist
gamble on ghostlore, load the dice
it's not fair, i just keep cleaning house
rock a waifish maid suit, i'm a loyal spouse
get obsessed, paint your chest
red sigils unto eschaton, blood knows best
and it's time, end's nigh
pull down black lightning, turn the tide against pain
we're gonna fuck metaphysics up and drill down past telos:
to the crux of it, the flux and split
badwaltz crucible fire pit
get dumb, rationality is bunk. lose the script, go terror drunk
come a.d. 2050, all is lost - the dead ocean die brain pentecost
when the world goes mute i'm all smiles
when the stars blink out i'm all smiles
when the chain pulls taut and it gets hard to breathe
and the worst is yet to come i'm all smiles
i am not especially interested
i am specifically ennui and undiscipline
lotus eater, an insect that drinks deet
the only thing worse than dead is deadbeat
blink, drop the mote from your eye
iris beam earth, find fault and don't try
bataille style erotism sweet and shy and
inserting eyeballs where the sun don't shine
protect thyself, sleep with a spear where the spirits dwelt
make good with the moss god bible belt
and hope there's some left after all the melt
cast spells, yell a death knell and pray
we should have gut leviathan yesterday
it's probably too late for the red ballet
but we can still dance daggers, make the mizers spray
when the world goes mute i'm all smiles
when the stars blink out i'm all smiles
when the chain pulls taut and it gets hard to breathe
and the worst is yet to come i'm all smiles
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2. |
No Wave
03:02
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dislocate bones
(shibari sado-mystical violent hormones)
drill my headstone
(everything bad is good when we're alone)
get fucked, get thrown
(subliminal bondage, use force, atone)
consecrate hysteria
(hail damage, don't fix yourself)
i feel hexed
everything fails, subtext
fails, caves under anvil-fall, sexed
as in hades, styx abreast
sick me sad cerberus, rabiest chest, i'm slipping
vomitorium table tipping
viands that bled til the table was dripping
floorborne stuck with dirt and lyssavirus
choked down by your fake yellow iris
i don't wanna be happy
i came to get blunt force trauma and teeth marks,
tap out and fall hard
i'm in luck and in love with shards
bloody the bed sheets, bruise up a beaten down frown
we are not functional
whole shed worth of buried hatchets and rusty shovels
catabolic calamity, catastrophe, it's co-atrophy, castrate
dislocate bones
(shibari sado-mystical violent hormones)
drill my headstone
(everything bad is good when we're alone)
get fucked, get thrown
(subliminal bondage, use force, atone)
consecrate hysteria
(hail damage, don't fix yourself)
blessed is pain
i am melodramatic and i can't maintain
health by hellbending breath to shame
and it ulcerates, and you are to blame
one of these days, forth from the kisser, red river malaise
bountiful free love with death rays
lances in guts and blades lengthways
though i can't be sure,
i'm like ninety percent certain that you swallowed the cure
i think that you were into vore
i think you smack lips at pray when they fall for you
the pious and devout
apostate hors d'oeuvres that flog with lash outs
romeo pope shot through with gout
daggermouth dross, wherefore art thou
dislocate bones
(shibari sado-mystical violent hormones)
drill my headstone
(everything bad is good when we're alone)
get fucked, get thrown
(subliminal bondage, use force, atone)
consecrate hysteria
(hail damage, don't fix yourself)
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when it comes to love i've been having a bad year
false starts and abuse
entropy and held-in tears
the only human faith i have left is nestled in my friends
i've met beautiful people. they put me on the mend
but it remains: the feeling of inhabiting a wasteland
folks are filled with garbage
i'm not different, but i demand a place beyond
above, aloft, lifted
but we are all held down
poisoned and addicted
i have a deep-seated feeling that this world will die robbing
i have a deep-seated feeling that this world will die robbing
disrobed, lately i've felt disappointed
disarmed, weak, brainfogged, disjointed
i've been waiting for a point to make itself apparent
twenty-six years deep, the fabric close to tearing
it's transparent
if there's something there, i cannot see it
making meaning is difficult in times when big debris blocks the stars
"hand me alone into your night."
i wrote those words to pray for love and found vacuums of light
i have a deep-seated feeling that this world will die robbing
i have a deep-seated feeling that this world will die robbing
it is hard not to feel completely devoid of hope
the world is basically chuck e. cheese but with toil on tightropes
animatronic policemen, cash instead of tickets
bodies always prodded by ball pit syringes and bigots
i can never shake the feeling that my life has been wasted
time stolen by school, work, and the immiserated husks
of all the people that won't abandon all the grief
but abandonment is due
may the priest meet the thief
i have a deep-seated feeling that this world will die robbing
i have a deep-seated feeling that this world will die robbing
i sometimes feel that i will die robbing the world in return
i sometimes feel that i will die robbing the world blind in return
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4. |
Gash Soap
03:12
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sting big gash, drip (gash soap)
slip up, no suture (gash soap)
sword rain on me
medics, train on me
melt lead down in my (gash)
kiss off, lips to the ground, throb gristle
only if it hurts you, bottoms get crowned
meat shields, love hounds
a knifed-up mass of unsanitized flesh with a septic gash, it's not
here for you
don't count on it
your mangled up ex with no countenance
a tangled up proxy for dominance that
slurs black hole hadrons out-mouth and splits up my
pictures of you and i lying
down, out with it, all faith was lying, drown
out mythic life, wash the spire
fall three stars delusion's knave lies
blindness from your hand to my eye
gash up my neck then beatify
it's all grace when doldrums blot out the sky
it is normal to want to (killselfdie)
sting big gash, drip (gash soap)
slip up, no suture (gash soap)
sword rain on me
medics, train on me
melt lead down in my (gash)
sting big gash i burn journals to ashes then
knot lashes from ankles to anvils take
spills heavy
flashbang the levy
surge water shovel, cytolysis bury
the misery spade (don't)
the marks you made (don't)
the faith that you fade (don't)
don't roll over, don't do it
all signs bend over
late october
and lightworms eat of our cloth, disrobers it's
all over, push it down, go lower
the slumbering vastness, closer
closer
the light is not real (don't)
the blossoming fear (don't)
the asphodels kneel (don't)
don't roll over, don't do it
i don't want to see what's in your heart
big gash everlasting, frolic
don't look back
go-missing valentine, go vantablack
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5. |
Mercy And Mercury
02:52
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always you come to be
inside my head to spill mercury
mercy, winter in me
white out thought til i'm empty
always you turn the key
chain me down with memory
feigning vacancy
snowdrifts and virology
hover, drift, come like lovers
all the cuts in our symmetry
make magnets from calligraphy
and it's sharp, the cable inside
marquis de metallurgy
the lightyear knife that married me
blast, ba'al furnace
thaw marks then burn us
liber nihil black in the oven
crawl, witch, no coven
no running, no one
more frail, eclipse sun
and when the halberd falls it will reinstall
grief dreamed through a handgun
always you come to be
inside my head to spill mercury
mercy, winter in me
white out thought til i'm empty
always you turn the key
chain me down with memory
feigning vacancy
snowdrifts and virology
broken chariots
heavier broken chariots
animals trapped in wheel wells
tire fires, ruptured cells
til the last falls and the house folds,
empty houses manifold
kill misers, come home, clutch mold
blood sipped, bells tolled
when the ash spills down
may the ache choke, may the ache drown
disgrace forever his wedding gown
fractalize this sigil
hold vigil, feel so
diluvian, so throes
i'm through broke windows
mercy me, oh snow
always you come to be
inside my head to spill mercury
mercy, winter in me
white out thought til i'm empty
always you turn the key
chain me down with memory
feigning vacancy
snowdrifts and virology
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6. |
Pulverization America
01:45
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always you come to be
inside my head to spill mercury
mercy, winter in me
white out thought til i'm empty
always you turn the key
chain me down with memory
feigning vacancy
snowdrifts and virology
hover, drift, come like lovers
all the cuts in our symmetry
make magnets from calligraphy
and it's sharp, the cable inside
marquis de metallurgy
the lightyear knife that married me
blast, ba'al furnace
thaw marks then burn us
liber nihil black in the oven
crawl, witch, no coven
no running, no one
more frail, eclipse sun
and when the halberd falls it will reinstall
grief dreamed through a handgun
always you come to be
inside my head to spill mercury
mercy, winter in me
white out thought til i'm empty
always you turn the key
chain me down with memory
feigning vacancy
snowdrifts and virology
broken chariots
heavier broken chariots
animals trapped in wheel wells
tire fires, ruptured cells
til the last falls and the house folds,
empty houses manifold
kill misers, come home, clutch mold
blood sipped, bells tolled
when the ash spills down
may the ache choke, may the ache drown
disgrace forever his wedding gown
fractalize this sigil
hold vigil, feel so
diluvian, so throes
i'm through broke windows
mercy me, oh snow
always you come to be
inside my head to spill mercury
mercy, winter in me
white out thought til i'm empty
always you turn the key
chain me down with memory
feigning vacancy
snowdrifts and virology
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